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The original was posted on /r/therian by /u/dogteethzzz on 2026-04-13 22:26:58+00:00.
hello all, i’ve been questioning this for almost a year now and i’m mainly just stuck.
i know i am a therian i awakened several years prior but this is about my canine identity.
i feel like i am a canine but i don’t know if that’s just a broad term or something specific. i originally thought i was a grey wolf but i feel like it’s more than that. i just feel dog. i feel like being domesticated feels right but so does being wild and free. i do feel like wolves feel like me but again, so does many domestic dogs.
going off of phantom shifts, i have varying ears, tails, snout lengths, paw sizes and fur length. sometimes i have floppy ears, big rounded ears (like a painted dog), tall thin ears etc. sometimes i don’t feel tails at all, like a docked tail, and sometimes i feel like i have a longer fluffy one. unfortunately i don’t get phantom shifts often anymore so i can’t tell but i do get canine-esque urges and involuntary vocalisation.
with vocalisations it aligns more wolf than anything. growls and whines feel so natural but barking just doesn’t, it used to but i can’t anymore - same with howling. i used to frequently until i lost that skill though it felt normal to me.
i cannot visualise what my fur would look like, unlike with my other theriotype with help from past life memories.
i do feel more in tune with border collies, african wild dogs, australian shepherds, mudi dogs, wolves and mutts.
the best way i can describe it is i know i’m a “dog” but i’m more like a mutt. though i feel like i’m all canines, i know foxes don’t fit.
it feels more like a spectrum. sometimes i feel i’m meant to be wild and free, other times like i’m meant to be on a leash. i don’t know i’m just really confused with myself
anyone else have a similar experience, and if so how did you figure it out?